junior year. I was so worried because I was failing honors precal going into the final with a 66. But I passed the class with a 71! Note to self, never take another honors math class again. lol. I mean, I'm typically an honor student and make good grades, but that class was just too hard. But now school's out and I don't have to worry about it.

Now I have more time to write, so the question is will I continue or not? Hmm, I'd prefer to work on my novel, so I haven't decided just yet. I'll put of some more drawing though, seeing as I need to get better.

Although I'm very happy, I'm in a bit of a confused stump right now. I don't have time to explain, well yeah I do, but I have a very strong connection with the girl I've liked since 8th grade, her name's Lydia. And there's another girl, Shian, that I like too, but I like Lydia more. Problem is, sometimes Lydia makes it hard on me, and she already shattered my heart a year ago. But yet, we've still managed to have a strong bond. But now it seems like the whole thing is going to happen again, maybe. And it appears as if she still likes me, because we kind of went out, for a brief moment, before she "broke" me. Shian is a very good friend and she honestly thinks that Lyida is just playing me like a yoyo. She said she feels sad for me, because I "love" Lydia so much and I apparent;y look at her like she's a "goddess" or something, yet Lydia doesn't realize that. Shian says I should just forget her and that we should be "best friends" instead. I can't possibly forget Lydia, but I don't want to disappoint Shian, because I like them both. My friend told me recently that Shian likes me more than just a friend, but the only reason why she didn't make it fully known, because I was so interested in Lydia. She said we didn't have enough time to get to know each other better. Now I'm stuck between two magnets, and it's tearing my insides. I have no idea what the heck I should do. Help?!