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I survived

Thu May 21, 2009, 6:09 AM
junior year. I was so worried because I was failing honors precal going into the final with a 66. But I passed the class with a 71! Note to self, never take another honors math class again. lol. I mean, I'm typically an honor student and make good grades, but that class was just too hard. But now school's out and I don't have to worry about it.

Now I have more time to write, so the question is will I continue or not? Hmm, I'd prefer to work on my novel, so I haven't decided just yet. I'll put of some more drawing though, seeing as I need to get better.

Although I'm very happy, I'm in a bit of a confused stump right now. I don't have time to explain, well yeah I do, but I have a very strong connection with the girl I've liked since 8th grade, her name's Lydia. And there's another girl, Shian, that I like too, but I like Lydia more. Problem is, sometimes Lydia makes it hard on me, and she already shattered my heart a year ago. But yet, we've still managed to have a strong bond. But now it seems like the whole thing is going to happen again, maybe. And it appears as if she still likes me, because we kind of went out, for a brief moment, before she "broke" me. Shian is a very good friend and she honestly thinks that Lyida is just playing me like a yoyo. She said she feels sad for me, because I "love" Lydia so much and I apparent;y look at her like she's a "goddess" or something, yet Lydia doesn't realize that. Shian says I should just forget her and that we should be "best friends" instead. I can't possibly forget Lydia, but I don't want to disappoint Shian, because I like them both. My friend told me recently that Shian likes me more than just a friend, but the only reason why she didn't make it fully known, because I was so interested in Lydia. She said we didn't have enough time to get to know each other better. Now I'm stuck between two magnets, and it's tearing my insides. I have no idea what the heck I should do. Help?!

  • Mood: Content
  • Listening to: Lose My Soul- Toby Mac
  • Reading: nothing
  • Watching: Naruto Shippuden
  • Playing: WWE Smackdown
  • Eating: breakfast
  • Drinking: juice

So..it's Been a While

Fri Apr 17, 2009, 1:49 PM
Yeah I know it seems like I've been dead for the past few months, or however long I've been gone. I've actually been lacking on my novel and I've realized that the best time for me to write it would be in the summer. I'll have more time to commit, yet I also don't want my writing skills to slack. Soo, I was thinking perhaps I can finally finish my naruto fan fiction from forever ago. It's been a while, so I'll probably go back and read every chapter. But I figured I'd might as well finish it, I hardly finish stories and it would benefit my writing. So what do you guys think? Should I go back to, or rather finish Asakusa?

  • Mood: Content
  • Listening to: Everybody Knows- John Legend
  • Reading: soon Brisingr
  • Watching: Naruto Shippuden
  • Playing: Mortal Kombat Armageddon
  • Eating: sandwich
  • Drinking: water

I think I'm about to Lose it!

Thu Jan 15, 2009, 6:00 PM
It's hard to be active with school in all, especially Junior year. It's annoying, but I know I can make time to update more, stories, drawings, whatever. Anyways, as you can see I'm not so great with finishing fan fics, so I'm putting TBI on hold. Actually I probably won't finish due to the writer's block I know I will encounter and the fact that I think/know I can write another idea much easier. I won't post it, until I'm probably done with the first five or ten chapters so, I'll just update pics of some characters that will be featured, that is if I ever get around to writing it. I've recently become obsessed with Sonic. I guess it's because of my new video game, but I've always liked it. I used to read the comics. anyways, i MAY write it, that depends if it doesn't get mixed up with my school work (bleh!) or novel, which I'm working on...again. Yeah, I'm all screwed up. I'll update things when i update them.

oh yeah, I'll probably end up redoing Asakusa sometime. probably in the summer. far away I know, but that's when I have the time to write a lot.

  • Mood: Content
  • Listening to: Gone- Switchfoot
  • Reading: fan fictions
  • Watching: George Lopez
  • Playing: Sonic Riders Zero Gravity, smash brawl
  • Eating: food
  • Drinking: water, sprite

First semester

Fri Dec 19, 2008, 9:37 PM
is finally over. unfortunately i didn't do as well on my finals as I would have liked. three of my grades were 2 or less points away from the next letter up. I guess I'll just have to beat the crap out of next semester. but I can't wait for Christmas.

Oh yeah, I posted the first chapter of my new story. It's also on Fan Fiction. I'm still considering whether I'll finish Asakusa Academy or not. I guess it depends on my move. Please check out my new story, and tell me what you think. enjoy!

  • Mood: Joy
  • Listening to: Green Light- John Legend
  • Reading: fan fictions
  • Watching: Anchorman, Dark Knight
  • Playing: nothin
  • Eating: food
  • Drinking: water, sprite

Junior Year

Fri Dec 12, 2008, 6:07 PM
...is a bit crazier than I thought, or maybe it's just Precal! It's been a very interesting thus far, and thank god first semester is almost over. I'm been busy, but not annoyingly busy. I've just been in a writing slump for a while for a number of reasons. laziness, disappointment, work, sadness, blah blah. Yeah, I need to start writing again, and I will make time to do so. I don't care how busy I get.

In terms of Asakusa Academy, I don't think I'm gonna continue. One, because it's been a while and has been blocked out by many ideas for new stories. Two, I just don't feel like continuing it, idk how'd I finish it anyways.

I do have an another Fan Fiction I'm working on though. I must admit that I've fallen victim to the treacherous TDI bug, and once you've been bitten, you're hooked. TDI stands for Total Drama Island by the way. I don't know why I like it so much, I just do, but I'm gonna write a TDI/Pokemon crossover where the 22 campers and 10 newcomers acquire pokemon and battle it out. It's gonna be fun to write. Well that's that. I can't wait for Christmas.

  • Mood: Content
  • Listening to: Fighting- Yellow Card
  • Reading: fan fictions
  • Watching: TDI, football, Family Guy, etc.
  • Playing: Jak 3, Super Smash Brawl
  • Eating: ramen
  • Drinking: water

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